Really?

Was it really 19 years ago tomorrow that I had my first kiddo?  That seems crazy... I'm obviously not old enough to have a 19 year old.... I still have 7 year olds... only 11 more years there. Ugh!!!
I'm starting to realize how easy Shyanne was as a child and even though the moody teenage years.  The boys are proving to be much harder.... and I know umm... nothing.... about boys... no brothers, mom had no brothers, we didn't live close to any of my extended family, so no boy experience... its a bumpy ride. 
Really appreciating Shyanne now, she has grow up in to an amazing and beautiful young woman.  This girl is gonna take over the world, in mismatched socks, but still... she amazes me everyday.  Things could have gone so differently, they could have gone bad, but she's strong and smart and didn't go that way.  I can't take the credit, but there's something satisfying knowing that your child is out on her own, making her own way, working a decent job for decent pay.... it feels good knowing she can do that, even if she can't boil water.... that's irrelevant...
Happy Birthday Baby Girl.... I miss you more than you'll ever know, you're a huge part of this family and it's not the same without you, but I'm so proud of you!!!!