Today people are yelling inside my head... stupid migraines... partly stress, partly diet related. Thought I was doing ok, until the realization of having to go to court again with my ex landlord comes into play at 4 p.m. and I have to go by myself.... I haven't accomplished anything at work this week and I have no excuses as to why, nor do I know where the time went.... Just got a call from Shae's school... it wasn't bad but I always panic when I hear from school administrations. It certainly could have been worse but for what it was it was just a case of the teenage stupids....but he did the right thing and owned his mistake, so I have to side with him for doing that, but one more thing and the consequences get ugly... and I so don't want to get ugly.
I haven't recieved my school stipend yet and I have homework, I do have a small notebook computer a friend so generously let me borrow until I can get another computer but reading two chapters on the little tiny screen is maddening... and I really want to stay on top of this class I want to learn this class.... but I'd like to eat too... and Im sure the kids would like a meal or two as well... I've given every last dollar to getting Shyanne to school, her school supplies and her meals... now the boys and I have nothing... for a couple more days at least.... I"m really tired of things being so tight. I don't know how the eternal students do it with paying bills and raising families on loans and stipends and such... but then again I can't seem to do it and I"m working full time too....
Anyway... I'd better get going I have a fix-it ticket to take care of on my stupid headlights and insurance.... then off to court and I may possibly be the only one with a house key.... who knows?
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