Even Wonder?

Ever wonder how life would be if you had turned this way instead of that? If you hadn't broken up with this boyfriend and had that one?  If you would have taken this job instead of that one?  I need to be present to the life I have right now and the life I'm living , but every once in awhile, I run across sitations or stories that make me wonder how different , or even fablous life could have been  if you would have done what you were suppose too?  Ever think this life is just a punishment for things done wrong?